My Story (My addiction to marijuanna)

by Krystal
(hamilton,ontario)

Hi, My name is Krystal. I am an addict. I have lost my child due to my addiction to marijuana. I am currently fighting to get her back, she is 19 months old and her name is Kora.

I find myself struggling everyday to stay clean from this drug. I will spend a week off of it and than I will lapse for a day ... then for another week, and so on and so forth. I attend a program for woman with substance abuse where we can have a visit with our child as we are trying to work our lives out.

I have an ex boyfriend who just was released from jail yesterday. Everyone told me it wouldn't work out if I thought it was (as we were getting along very well almost unbelievably well while he was in) I didn't listen.

Today ... after only 24 hours has gone by since he's been out, I have had to sit and watch him use methamphetamine's, I have used pot myself and we ave fought and broken up. Drugs are a killer. when it rains it pours.

As of right now, at 2:29am ... i am sitting here knowing that tomorrow I will start fresh again and use all of my methods to stay clean once again. I don't know how long it will last but I have just discovered this website ... I think everything is going to be okay.

I am going to utilize it and take advantage of it and hope to God it makes something click in my head because my daughter is my life. I'd like to say I live and breath for her, but I am an addict.

Living and breathing for my daughter is something I want to do, which is why I am here today scanning the internet like crazy looking for a sign and I am hoping that your site is my sign.

Thanks for being there at this rough time to support me and help guide me through the steps that I will need to kick my addiction to the curb and embrace the wonderful life God has tried to give me.